Chapter 146 I will never love the wrong person, it’s always you!
Chapter 146 I will never love the wrong person, it’s always you!
From the time when the family’s plane crashed to now, and since Fu Nanzhou fell in love with Su Muyan.
I felt like my life was trapped in a huge nightmare.
Gu Hanting's body stiffened for a moment, then he hugged my waist tightly and pulled me deeply into his arms.
He didn't say anything, just stroked my shoulder soothingly.
I could even feel his palms trembling slightly.
"I'm sorry, it's my fault!"
Gu Hanting’s arms around my waist tightened tighter and tighter, and even his voice was trembling.
"I shouldn't have found you now. I should have come to you earlier. I shouldn't have been angry with you, trying to make you take the initiative, trying to test whether you have forgotten me."
"I'm sorry Xixi, I'm sorry!"
"I promise you, I won't let anyone hurt you again!"
"No matter what you become, I love you. It will always be you!"
I rested my head on his shoulder. For the first time since my rebirth, I completely relaxed in a man's arms, wanting to trust and rely on him with all my heart.
"Gu Hanting, I'm scared!"
I took the initiative to put my hands around his waist, "Can I stay with you tonight?"
My initiative made him feel a little uncomfortable and flattered, and he even failed to react for a moment.
"Don't you want to?" I felt a little depressed when I didn't get an answer.
Just as I was about to get out of his arms, the man suddenly bent down and grabbed my legs.
I was startled by the sudden movement of his feet off the ground, and I hugged his neck reflexively.
I don't know where this person got the strength from, but he picked me up with one hand.
Moreover, the chest muscles and abdominal muscles feel so good!
He carried me back to his bedroom. The lights in his bedroom were not on. Only a dim light at the head of the bed allowed me to see his face clearly.
He gently placed me on the bedside, then patted my head and said, "Be good and sit down for a while. I'll get some water to wipe your face and hands."
I wasn't wearing shoes when I rushed out of the room, and my feet are still bare.
I watched the man turn around and go to the bathroom, and after a while he came out with a basin of warm water.
First, wring out the towel and then wipe my fingers gently and carefully, one by one, cleaning every joint carefully.
After I had wiped all ten of my fingers, he squatted in front of me, held my feet, and put them in the basin.
I couldn't help but flinch when the man's fingertips touched my skin.
He thought I was scared, so he coaxed me with soft words, "Don't be afraid, the water is not hot, I've tried it."
I wanted to say that I wasn't afraid, but seeing how gentle and careful he was in taking care of me, my heart softened unconsciously.
I just couldn't say those words anymore.
"Gu Hanting." I called him.
Gu Hanting paused and looked up at me, "What's wrong?"
"You..." I looked at his handsome profile in the dim light, "Have you ever hurt anyone?"
His hands froze, "Why do you ask that suddenly?"
"I..." I wanted to say that I once witnessed him pushing someone off a dam.
But then I remembered that I was still Qiao Xi at that time.
But I'm not now.
I am already Ji Hee.
If I were to talk about this now, how would I explain it?
“I’m scared!” In the end, I didn’t tell the truth, but made an excuse, “I used to think that I was surrounded by good people.”
"But later I realized what it meant that people's hearts are hidden in their stomachs."
"I'm afraid that one day you will hurt me like this."
Gu Hanting used a foot towel to dry my feet, then asked me to lie down on the bed and carefully covered me with the quilt.
"will not!"
He touched my head and said, "Xixi, trust me this time."
"I will never let anyone hurt you! Unless I die!"
I put my hand over his mouth and said, "There is a God above us. Don't say such things casually in the future."
He pulled my hand down and held it in his palm, "Okay, I won't say anything."
"Do you believe me, then?"
I hesitated for a moment and nodded, "Okay, I believe you."
Gu Hanting went to pour some water, then came back from a quick shower, lifted the quilt, got on the bed, and naturally held me in his arms.
It was still raining outside. The window was open and the wind was blowing in. It was a bit cold.
I am most afraid of cold.
So as soon as Gu Hanting hugged me, I rolled into his arms.
The man was like a stove, warm all over. Leaning against him, the chill caused by fear seemed to be dispelled.
Because of the sudden death of my relatives and the sudden change in Fu Nanzhou, I gradually became a sensitive and extremely insecure person.
It is also because of this that I regard Fu Nanzhou as my only life-saving straw and try my best to get some comfort from him.
To put it bluntly, I love Fu Nanzhou, but I just want to find comfort for myself.
I said Fu Nanzhou was selfish, but I was just that. I loved him, just like a task I set for myself.
The same goes for Fu Nanzhou. Although he says that he loves Su Muyan, it does not affect him from doing those disgusting things to me.
Recalling those days when I was obsessed with Fu Nanzhou, it’s really... hard to put into words.
A hand reached out and covered my eyes.
I was a little confused, and subconsciously asked, "What's wrong?"
Suddenly reached out.
I wanted to take his hand away, but Gu Hanting stubbornly covered my eyes.
The man's deep and sexy voice rang in my ears, "Xixi, from now on, try to feel with your heart."
“Don’t use your eyes. They can deceive, but the heart can’t.”
"I am different from Fu Nanzhou. Don't look at me the same way you look at Fu Nanzhou."
My heart trembled violently.
Why did he suddenly mention Fu Nanzhou?
Why mention him at this time and in this situation?
"Of course I know you are different from him."
I bit my lip, a little nervous, "Besides, I don't know him well."
"Why are you talking about him all of a sudden?"
He didn't answer my question, but just said, "Well, it's good if you don't know me well."
"You and him will never have to get to know each other."
I think Gu Hanting is a little strange.
What he said was always suspicious.
Could it be that the last time I was threatened and went to the hospital to take care of Fu Nanzhou, I started to feel a sense of crisis?
It seems that he really loves Ji Xi.
The more I felt this, the more uneasy I felt.
I always have a feeling that everything I see now was stolen by me.
What if Gu Hanting finds out one day that I am not Chi Xi and that his love was misplaced, what will he do?
"Gu Hanting..." I grabbed his shirt on his chest and asked softly, "If one day you find out that you love the wrong person, what will you do?"
He was silent for a while, and just when I thought he was not going to answer, he suddenly held my face and kissed me.
"I will never love the wrong person, it will always be you!"
My body stiffened and I subconsciously wanted to resist, but he held me down and I couldn't escape.
I couldn't help but complain in my heart.
He said he couldn't be wrong, but now he didn't know that the person he kissed had changed his mind a long time ago.
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