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Chapter 153 Blue Life and Death - Heart Love 13

Yoon Jun-hee flew back to the Yoon family overnight. As soon as he got off the plane, Yoon Jun-hee called Yoon Eun-hee. After receiving Yoon Jun-hee's call, Yoon Eun-hee pretended to be sick and tricked Yoon's mother into asking for leave for herself.

When Shin Yoo Mi came to the Yoon family, Yoon Jun Hee had already learned what happened from Yoon Eun Hee. Although Yoon Eun Hee did not say anything bad about Xin Ai, but just kept blaming herself for being too sensitive, Yoon Jun Hee still thought that it must be that hateful Zhong Xin Ai who looked down on Eun Hee and did that on purpose. What's worse, Yoon Jun Hee still felt a little resentful towards Shin Yoo Mi. Before he left, he specifically gave Eun Hee to her to help take care of her, but this is how she took care of Eun Hee?

Yin Enxi has never had her own opinions, and she doesn't dare to express her true feelings. She just acquiesced to what Yin Junxi said. She thought to herself: "Brother is just too concerned about me, so he is so angry and misunderstood Senior Shen Youmei and Xin Ai. If I insist on refuting Brother's ideas, it will be a betrayal of Brother's concern for me."

In order not to hurt her "dear brother", Yoon Eun-hee once again chose to acquiesce. Of course, it is also possible that even if she told the truth, Yoon Jun-hee would not believe it. In his heart, Yoon Eun-hee is the cutest, purest and kindest girl in the world. If others don't like Yoon Eun-hee, it can only be because there is something wrong with them, and those who make Eun-hee sad are bad people who deliberately bully her.

But this is not South Korea nor is it the small town where the Yin family is powerful. Yin Junxi is no longer the "little prince of painting" praised by everyone. He no longer has those admiration and privileges, so naturally he can't do anything for Xin Ai.

He felt aggrieved and could only curse inwardly: "Anyone named Xin Ai is annoying!" Yin Junxi didn't know how much sincerity was contained in this sentence. He was actually very afraid of hearing the name Xin Ai again. Whenever he heard the name Xin Ai, he would always unconsciously think of his biological sister Xin Ai who was forced to death by his bad words.

He knew he was wrong, but the desire to escape and face the guilt in his heart made him unconsciously transform his inner guilt into cowardly disgust and self-deceiving forgetfulness.

As long as I continue to hate "Xin Ai", I am not a bad person. As long as I continue to forget "Xin Ai", my life will get back on track.

The so-called forgetting of 'Xin'ai' is just a self-deception. This is true for Yoon Jun-hee, Yoon Eun-hee, and Yoon's father and mother. Yoon Jun-hee once secretly looked at 'Zhong Xin'ai', who had the same name as Xin'ai, in the school from a distance, and even imagined that the 14-year-old Xin'ai in South Korea was not dead, but just changed her surname and came to the United States.

As long as Xin Ai was not dead, he would not have to bear those sins and could face those unexpressible feelings calmly. Especially after Han Tae-seok appeared, Yoon Jun-hee finally realized that his feelings for Yoon Eun-hee were not normal brother-sister feelings, but the kind of love between a man and a woman for the person he liked. He was really, really regretful.

If 14-year-old Xin'ai had not died, then he could now find a way to restore Eun-xi and Xin'ai's original identities. In this way, he would not have to bear the sin of killing his own sister, and Eun-xi would no longer be his sister in name. He could confess his love to Eun-xi, and when Eun-xi was older, he could marry her.

The person Xin Ai hates the most in "Autumn in My Heart" is Yin Junxi. It was because he was careless and switched the name tags of Xin Ai and Eunxi when they were children that caused Xin Ai to have an unhappy childhood for 14 years. He was also the one who most strongly opposed Xin Ai returning to the Yin family.

What's funny is that in the plot, after Trader No. 5 successfully returned to the Yoon family, Yoon Junxi went abroad because he liked Yoon Eunxi. He never tried to contact Yoon Eunxi once in ten years, ignored Yoon Eunxi, and even got a girlfriend and was engaged to her.

After getting engaged, he returned to China and suddenly started looking for the whereabouts of his first love, Yin Eun-hee.

Logically, he should have looked for her and met her in order to avoid any regrets, but he insisted on confessing his love to her and secretly lived with Yoon Eun-hee, who already had a boyfriend at the time.

If a man confesses his love to another woman and lives with another woman while he has a fiancée, is it considered cheating?

If a woman accepts a man's confession and gets involved with him even though she knows that he has a fiancée, would she be considered a mistress?

No matter what the values ​​of old Korean dramas are, Xin Ai, a Chinese necromancer who claims to have a good family background, cannot accept them, especially when he deceived Youmei in order to have a secret meeting with Eun-hee, and broke up with Youmei after being discovered by her. But within two days, he took the initiative to get back together with Youmei.

He kept playing both sides and finally forced Shin Yoo Mi to commit suicide. After Shin Yoo Mi committed suicide, Yoon Jun Hee went to the hospital to see her, then turned around and went out to play with Yoon Eun Hee.

As a character in the plot, Trader No. 5 does not know what happened between Yoon Jun-hee, Shin Yoo-mi and Yoon Eun-hee, but the tasker Xin Ai knows it clearly. As a soul-calling bird with normal values, not to mention the humiliation and suppression of Xin Ai by Yoon Jun-hee before she was reborn, just look at Yoon Jun-hee's super-heroic behavior after Xin Ai was reborn, pushing Xin Ai, beating Xin Ai, and scolding Xin Ai. If he were not the male protagonist, Xin Ai would have found a way to kill him long ago.

The psychotic mother Yin gave birth to an even more psychotic Yin Junxi, who can only deceive people with his appearance, but is actually a scumbag inside, not only a scumbag but also selfish.

In the plot, after they all grew up, Yin's mother wanted to adopt Eun-hee, but Xin'ai strongly opposed it and told her the fact that Yin Jun-hee and Yin Eun-hee were suspected of dating, which shocked Yin's father and mother. To them, this was incest.

As a result, Yoon Jun-hee didn't care about his parents' feelings, especially when his mother fell ill because of this. Instead, he found Yoon's father and expressed his severance of relations with him just because they were unwilling to accept him and Eun-hee being together.

If Yoon Joon Hee hadn't died in a car accident in the end, perhaps Yoon Joon Hee wouldn't have been able to clear his name. Although Xin Ai thinks that he didn't commit suicide for love, Han Tae Seok jumped into the sea to commit suicide for love, and Yoon Joon Hee was at most in a trance and had a car accident, but since he's dead, it doesn't matter.

Xin Ai will never stop Yoon Jun-hee from dying in this life, but he also can't expect to live a happy life before his death like in the plot. He can be with Yoon Eun-hee, but he must never think of harming others. Yoon's father and mother chose this short-lived pair of lovebirds, so they should bear the pain of losing their son and daughter in their old age, and their children also committing incest.

Yoon Jun-hee stayed in Yoon Eun-hee's room and accompanied Yoon Eun-hee for a nap. They still did not avoid each other like they did when they were children and lay on Yoon Eun-hee's bed together.

When Shin Yoo-mi came to Yoon's house, she only saw Yoon's mother. She thought Yoon Jun-hee had not come back, so she felt relieved. She told Yoon's mother that she heard that Yoon Eun-hee was sick and came to see her specially.

When Yin's mother heard Youmei mention Eun-hee, she felt a little strange. She and Yin Eun-hee had become awkward since the night Xin'ai jumped into the river. They still had normal communication on weekdays, but once the two wanted to have intimate contact like before, Yin's mother couldn't help but think of the cold eyes that Xin'ai looked at her before she jumped into the river. Even though she knew it was a memory, Yin's mother would always freeze her body involuntarily as if she was being mocked by Xin'ai again.

"You're so ridiculous, you're so hypocritical, you're not the mother I want!"