Team villains except me

Chapter 449 Why am I the only one suffering?

Fiana and Irene were wary of Valerie at first.

Valerie was so enthusiastic, her eyes were bright like flames, and her gaze was fixed on them as if she were looking at some miracle.

Musa was silent for a moment, then introduced Valerie to her students.

Valerie is a member of the "Anti-Fly Ban" organization. The "Anti-Fly Ban" organization is clearly listed as a dangerous and harmful organization in Lanier. Most of the members of this organization are female eagles who have experience traveling abroad.

“I’m not in this organization.”

Musa said calmly. After hearing this, Valerie's eyes dimmed for a moment, but she looked at Musa and smiled as she hugged her arm.

"Are you really not considering joining? You clearly care a lot about it."

Valerie openly told "Send You Home" about her past.

Valerie is a noble from Rainier. She has lived in a foreign country since she was a child. Later, her family fell into poverty and she was forced to follow her family back to Rainier.

"...If I had known this place would be like this, I would have starved to death outside rather than come back. But my family members are back, I thought..."

Valerie bit her lip and touched her wrists. The feeling of being bound was like the pain of a rope strangling her.

After Valerie returned to Lanier, she was forced by her family to marry a strange eagle. Her every move was incompatible with this country. There was no place for her in such a big country. Her family was gradually infected by Lanier and became hateful.

And she couldn't find a way out.

"I ran away from my marriage. When I was caught, I met Musa... She saved me, and I stayed with her to help her take care of Loretta. I had a lot of freedom. Don't look at Musa like this, she is actually a very enthusiastic female eagle. She is very powerful. The female eagles in our organization regard Musa as a beast god, because Musa almost became a beast warrior, if it weren't for that..."

"Valerie."

Musa didn't like what Valeri said, but she didn't show it very obviously. Fatigue weighed on the sky like Mount Patriati, and Musa's tone was flat and unchanged.

"I haven't gone to the palace to see the king since I came back. My students and Loretta are all in your care. Valerie, please don't pin your hopes on my students."

Valerie's voice was a little tense.

"Musha..."

"Valerie, I don't want to get involved in that. I just want Loretta to live a good life."

Musa looked at Valerie and sighed softly.

"You guys are too obvious. I don't know how long I can cover for you."

Valerie opened her mouth but said nothing in the end. She looked at Musa's back, pursed her lips with some frustration and confusion.

After the door was closed, Valerie no longer mentioned herself, but followed Musa's instructions to introduce Lanier's special attractions and food.

Irene was a little absent-minded. Whenever she went to a new city, she would quickly find those unpopular and authentic restaurants, and she would be full of enthusiasm to explore this city she had never known before.

But now, she looked at Valerie and suddenly felt that Teacher Musa was very lonely. In this country, Teacher Musa had no allies. Her friends did not understand her. Each force had its own demands and goals to achieve. Teacher Musa was a helper to them, a female eagle that could be won over and used, but...did anyone care about Teacher Musa's wishes?

Perhaps this is also the case with Teacher Musa’s daughter Loretta.

Irene thought that this was why Teacher Musa wanted Yalinxiu to be Loretta's friend.

……

"Let me tell you in advance, I don't need friends."

Loretta folded her arms and looked at Yalinxiu with an unfriendly expression.

"Musa is always like this. I really hate her."

Loretta had just recovered from a serious illness, her voice was still a little hoarse, and her complexion was not good, but she acted tough.

"You can play in my room, and when the time comes you can go back with those people. Don't ever come here again."

"why?"

Yalinxiu took the snack Loretta gave it and looked into Loretta's eyes.

"Do you hate Teacher Musa?"

"of course."

"why?"

Yalinxiu didn't understand, because the Loretta it saw was not the bad kid it had thought before, but its doubts seemed to anger Loretta.

"Again. You're just like them."

Loretta pulled the corner of her mouth nervously, her tone was bored and sharp.

"Are you going to say that I am not sensible enough, how much burden I have added to my mother, how great my mother is, how ungrateful I am, or how my actions are against my will, and that I should hug my mother warmly and thank her for everything she has done for me—"

"I didn't say that. Loretta, I just want to know if you really hate Teacher Musa."

"Why do you deprive me of the right to hate her?"

Loretta's voice was low, but her expression was so cold, she was panting, and her body was shaking a little.

"All of you said I would understand in the future, and interpreted all my actions as being immature. Why can't I hate her? Can I only love her? Why do you treat me like this!

Your presence only makes me feel sick. Doesn't she know why I have no friends? Doesn't she really understand?

Who would I make friends with, who could I make friends with, the eagles? The next day my father's family would get me engaged, and then tell me not to go to school and wait to get married.

The female eagles in the school were all learning how to be a qualified bride. They looked down on me. My mother was a heretic, and they would not risk ruining their reputation by dating me. The female eagles who worshipped Musa would not be friends with me either. I was Musa's shame. They thought that it was because of me that Musa went from being the pride of the female eagle Lanier to being the king's pawn. I was Musa's mistake and her stain.

How can I choose? How can I have friends? If I say a few more words to someone today, the king will summon me tomorrow and ask me indirectly if Musa asked me to do this. What did Musa tell you? Did she say that she wanted me to live my own life?

It's ridiculous. She herself is not free, and she wants me to live freely. She can't do it at all. She hates me!"

At the end of the conversation, Loretta threw away what she was holding. She looked at Yalinxiu gloomily and spoke in a bad tone.

"You don't understand anything. It's no use for her to ask you to come."

Yalinxiu tilted her head slightly.

"It may not be useless. Loretta, I don't think Teacher Musa will hate you."

"You are such a foreign kid. Your naivety is a headache. You are in a happy family, and you don't know my situation at all. Even if you knew, you wouldn't understand.

I am the key that allows Musa to leave Lanier. She didn't give birth to me because she loved me, she wanted to divorce and leave Lanier, and the king would not let her go without me.

The king decided that the female eagle would not leave her child, so I was left in Lanier forever. I really wish I was not Musa's child, so that I would be a stupid female eagle, I would not be so miserable, as if everything was my fault, it was not me who wanted to be born in Lanier, and it was not me who begged Musa to come back - I hate her. "

Loretta coughed, and she climbed onto the chair as if she had sensed something, and saw Musa leaving the window. She was stunned, and although she had just said so many harsh words, she now watched Musa leave quietly, as if all her strength had been drained out.

"…I have to go to the palace again."

Loretta lowered her eyes, leaned back in her chair, and looked at Yalinxiu indifferently.

"In Lanier, I will always be a lonely female eagle. My tribe does not accept me, and my companions do not understand me.

I envy you so much, you androgynous desert cat."

Yalinxiu looked at Loretta, who seemed to be abandoned by the world. It thought for a while, sat next to Loretta, and spoke softly.

"Not hermaphrodite. Loretta, do you want to hear my story?"