mtlumby2d Chapter 620 Darling, Don't Run Away! 6
Chapter 620 Darling, Don't Run Away! 6
Feng Yu'an carried Ye Youxuan out of the room. Although he said he wanted Ye Youxuan to find a room he liked, he walked towards his own bedroom! Ye Youxuan's heart skipped a beat as the room drew closer. He looked up at the man's cold face.
"Feng Yu'an... what are you doing? Let go of me! I can get down and walk by myself... I... I liked that room, you... I want to go back..."
Hearing Ye Youxuan's words, Feng Yu'an didn't stop walking. He just looked at Ye Youxuan with a helpless expression, as if he were looking at a child throwing a tantrum, both helpless and indulgent.
“Sweetie, it’s too late to tell me what you want most now… I’ve already taken down the door. Children shouldn’t sleep in unsafe places… So we need to choose a place that can protect you… This… is the best place.”
Feng Yu'an, laughing and talking, carried Ye Youxuan into his bedroom.
Feng Yu'an gently placed Ye Youxuan on the large bed, then stood quietly by the bedside watching Ye Youxuan's panicked face.
Ye Youxuan sat on the large black bed, staring blankly at the room that was so different from her own for a few seconds.
He immediately realized what was happening, jumped off the bed, and ran towards the door, but in the next second, Feng Yu'an hugged him tightly from behind, one arm around his waist, forcefully pulling him back onto the bed.
"Let me go... let me go... let me go!"
Ye Youxuan was placed on the bed by Feng Yu'an. Just as he was about to struggle to get up, Feng Yu'an reached out and pressed down on his shoulders, rendering him unable to move. Then, he forcefully pulled Ye Youxuan's hands, which were resting on Feng Yu'an's chest in resistance, to his sides...
In the moonlight that filled Ye Youxuan with terror, Feng Yu'an's originally expressionless face gradually turned cold and sinister. He leaned down and whispered in Ye Youxuan's ear...
"Ye Youxuan! I'm trying my best to control myself. Don't force me. I don't want to hurt you... I know you hate me... I know you'll never love me... But it's okay, as long as you're by my side."
Feeling the trembling body beneath him, Feng Yu'an gently kissed Ye Youxuan's ear and whispered softly in his ear.
"Ye Youxuan! People are all selfish! Just like before... You told me to let you go, to save you... I was begging for your salvation, but you still left me without hesitation... Since no one can save me, then I will... save myself... Can't I save myself? Can't I live? Just like you wanted to run away from me, I will keep you by my side in order to... live..."
Ye Youxuan stared wide-eyed at the exquisitely carved ceiling, tears streaming down his face unconsciously. His slightly open mouth prevented him from choking...
As Feng Yu'an watched Ye Youxuan's tears fall, his pupils gradually darkened. He gently approached and licked away Ye Youxuan's tears...
Ye Youxuan, blame fate for letting you meet me, for letting you lose him, for making you... so weak...
You... are destined to be mine!!!
Accept your fate, my darling!
Two years is the longest I can give you. Now... the greatest freedom I can offer is to find you a more spacious place to live...
Don't worry! I won't let my darling... everything I have is decaying, no matter what method I use... you can only stay by my side, even if you don't like me, it doesn't matter!
You're trying to save yourself, and I need to save myself too!
baby!!!
You blame me!
People~
It's all selfish.
I am not a god... even if they say so...
But now... I'm just a despicable human being...
Ye Youxuan wept silently, her voice filled with despair yet strangely beautiful, evoking a feeling of pity in those who heard it.
Ye Youxuan hated this version of himself. Why did his body start changing after Lin Yanmo and the others left?
Is it to... better cater to... this person?
Ye Youxuan seemed to hear the deepest despairing cries, struggles, and the pain of being unable to be saved from the depths of her heart...
"Feng Yu'an..."
He whispered Feng Yu'an's name, but he didn't know why he was doing this...
Why do this...?
Feng Yu'an, who was gently kissing Ye Youxuan's cheek, stopped abruptly upon hearing Ye Youxuan's soft and gentle call...
Her body stiffened for a moment before she slowly stood up, looking at Ye Youxuan silently weeping beneath her, at her empty eyes... at her pale face filled with despair...
Feng Yu'an was taken aback. He tilted his head slightly, and then a tear slid down his cheek and landed on Ye Youxuan's face...
Ye Youxuan was awakened by the warm tears on his face. He looked blankly at Feng Yu'an above him. Because of the dim light, he couldn't see Feng Yu'an's expression clearly, but for some reason, he could clearly see the pain in the man's eyes...
Tears fell one after another, like bitter blood, like cold knives, striking Ye Youxuan with unbearable bitterness and pain...
He seemed to see the two of them desperately trying to stay away, yet destined to be entangled together...
Why on earth...
They've come this far...
Feng Yu'an looked at the silent Ye Youxuan and asked the question he had always wanted to ask.
"Ye Youxuan... if you had met me at the beginning... if I had saved you... if I had been by your side for so many years... would you have fallen in love with me...? The person you can never forget in your heart... could it be me???"
Ye Youxuan didn't speak, but simply looked at Feng Yu'an quietly.
He replied in his heart
No, because... if that were the case, you wouldn't have saved me... but the real Ye Youxuan...
Looking at the still motionless figure, Feng Yu'an shook his head in anguish.
"Is it because we met at the wrong time?"
It's not that the timing of our meeting was wrong! It's that the whole thing... was wrong from beginning to end!
She was wrong from the moment she offered the umbrella!
She was wrong from the moment she desperately tried to regain her memories and survive!
He was wrong from the moment he desperately climbed the ladder of power, even at the cost of blood on his hands!
He was wrong from the moment he returned to China in order to catch the murderer!
He made a mistake when he became too greedy and wanted more of everything!
That's ridiculously wrong!