mtlumby2d Chapter 637 It's you guys!
Chapter 637 It's you guys!
Ye Youxuan leaned back lazily in the recliner, swaying leisurely, showing no fear of the approaching group. Perhaps sometimes, knowing the ending already makes it less of a concern...
Ye Youxuan watched the group slowly approaching, her eyelids drooping slightly as she gently waved the fan in her hand. A pendant hung from the jade-bone fan's tail, and the light-colored tassels swayed gently as well.
This fan was given to Ye Youxuan by Fusang when she left, but because he was afraid that seeing these things would prevent him from escaping the illusion he had created, he rarely took it out. But later he discovered... sometimes facing fear head-on... is the only way out...
Ye Youxuan gently straightened up, looked at the people who had already reached her, smiled slightly, and lowered her eyes.
"You...have arrived!"
Feng Yu'an's heart pounded as he looked at Ye Youxuan. Ever since what had happened between them, he hadn't dared to look Ye Youxuan in the eye, because her presence always made his heart race and unconsciously reminded him of those wild nights...
He finally got his hands on the person he had longed for for so long, but because of... fear, he dared not get close. He knew he had made many mistakes in those few days, but he didn't regret them... The only thing he regretted was being too rude, which left this person... with a bad impression!
He hasn't come to see him these past few days because he's afraid he won't be able to control himself...
For him, Ye Youxuan was the antidote! The poppy! The spring in the desert! The starlight in the night! The obsession he could never let go of in his life!
Feng Yu'an tried to calm his racing heart, his gaze sweeping over Ye Youxuan's forehead, nose, red lips, chin, and then to her pale neck where there were still some marks...
"Gudong..."
Feng Yu'an's mind flashed back to that night, to his neck covered in sweat, and his head tilting back as he couldn't bear it... The scenes that flashed through his mind made him feel unbearably hot. He licked his lips and lowered his head...
He thought that if he rushed forward and embraced this person right now, telling them how much he had missed them these past few days, then... would they... really never be able to reconcile?
“…Xuan’er…”
Ye Youxuan froze upon hearing the man's voice. Although he had mentally prepared himself, his body still trembled uncontrollably when this person stood before him and called his name... he was still overcome with fear...
Ye Youxuan gripped the fan tightly in his hand, which was one of the reasons why he had taken it out.
The first reason, of course, is to cool him down. He's not someone who's easy to care for; he complains of the cold in winter and the heat in summer! He sweats even with the slightest activity, and his health isn't good! That's why Lin Moyan entrusted him to these wealthy individuals for protection and care...
(If you don't have enough money, you really can't support them!!!)
There's another reason, which might be... something even he's ashamed to mention.
Ye Youxuan thought that perhaps holding the fan would make him less afraid, but when this person came in front of him, the scenes from the past few days still flashed through his mind...
Shame, breakdown, despair, fear... all surged forth!
Ye Youxuan gritted his teeth, trying his best to appear normal and relax. He gently fanned himself and slowly raised his eyes to look at the person who had arrived.
"I remember telling Qin Xiaobai what you needed to bring, and you should... have brought everything, right?"
He Hanyu pursed her lips and took a step forward.
"Little Xuan'er, we..."
Before he could finish speaking, Ye Youxuan gently raised her fan, interrupting him.
"There's no need to hold back any sentimentality. After all, we've come this far, and there's no need to do so much. This hypocrisy is disgusting! Let's be frank and clear about everything today! So that we can discuss what you need to do next, and how I should decide my lifestyle..."
Du Ruoling frowned, strongly disagreeing. He had actually thought about today's events for a long time, feeling conflicted. He knew that once this matter was brought up, this person might truly never be able to leave them again, but their relationship could never go back to what it was before...
This is something they don't want to see, but...
"Xuan'er...do we really have to come to this?"
Hearing Du Ruoling's words, Ye Youxuan looked up at the group of people in front of him who were frowning. Seeing the struggle on their faces and the pain in their eyes, he gave a sarcastic smile.
"Ha... Who brought us to this point? Who forced us to confront each other in this way? It was you! You made us who we are today, you forced me to hate you..."
Ye Youxuan glared fiercely at the group, then slowly stood up, facing them directly.
"To be honest, I'm very grateful for everything you've done for me. I know there are things I might not have done as well or as quickly without you, and some things I wanted to resolve might not have been possible. So I'm grateful to you; you helped me, and I won't forget those things... Even though we haven't spent much time together, I've treated you as friends, and I respect and love you as my friends' older brothers. Even though the Ye family told me that I'm of a higher generation than you, I've never thought of acting like an elder... Perhaps there were a few times, but it was you who provoked me first and made me angry..."
Ye Youxuan gently fiddled with the tassels on the fan, her eyes devoid of any emotion.
"Sometimes I thought we might become friends, but then I realized we couldn't... We made a wrong turn! Every step our relationship took... only led us into an abyss... This ending today... is all your fault! So there's no need to ask questions... questions that you'll laugh at yourself for asking them!"
Ye Youxuan gently closed his fan, patted it lightly in his palm, and looked at the group.
"I think you all know what kind of person I, Ye Youxuan, am. You're dreaming if you think I'll stay obediently in this 'cage.' If you don't want me to cause any deaths or something like what happened a few days ago, you'd better offer something that can keep me here! I know you have... a lot of things! But whether you can keep me depends on how big your... bargaining chips are!"